heart saddening .

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Hmm... Juz got my hair dyed =) Golden copper colour. Also dunno wad shit izzit. I feel that i look very ugly now. I know am ugly but now am even uglier lmao. 30 bucks flew away today again haiz. Haiz.... body very hot now. Think i am going to fall ill le. I think its because i nv slp well & slp too little. Still got a bit flu. S**t man, CNY coming le then i fall ill. I dun wan to fall ill. Who got antidote to save mi ?? I wanna slp but i juz can't fall alseep i dunno y. Argh !!!!! feeling so shitty now.

return @ 5:00 PM

Am having a headache now argh !!! Had insomia the day before. Woke up quite early. Doing nothing till 2plus when youchao came & pick mi up. I followed him to zion road to change his car's headlight. Was there for roughly 1hr plus before we came back to 921. It has been quite sometime since i been to 921. Ordered the famous " Pao Pao " which is lemon tea & Iced Milo. After i keep the change then i realise that my IC is not with me. I call Ling straight to ask whether my IC is with her or her aunt cos i remember i gave my IC for the pool the night before. She said the IC is not with them. So yc & mi finish up the drinks & he drive mi to AMK. The seat is not even warm lor haiz. On the way, i called admond to ask whether did he took my IC but he did not take too so most probably i think its at the pool centre. Reached AMK, i went up to the pool centre while yc waited for mi in his car. I went to the counter person & asked. He asked for my name & LUCKILY my IC is there with him. God bless me. Suddenly yc called me & ask whether am i done with it. He said " faster cos got 2 fatimah aiming my car liao hahahaha " I think for a split sec & i get wad he means so i ran all the way to his car. Saw him talking to 1 of them when i reached his car hahaha... Am really sorry to bother him for having to drive me down to AMK. Thank u very much too yc, for driving me down. After that, he drove me home before he went home.
Went up to my grandma's place. The hse was doing spring cleaning. Went for dinner after stayin there for half an hr. On the way back, admond sms me asking where am i. He asked me to meet him at his blk. And i happen to reached his traffic junction at that time so i asked my dad to drop me off ahead. I met him, accompanied him to eat & chill for a while before i took a cab back. Watched soccer at 11pm and i keep dozing off, wake up & doze off again. So tired u see cos i got insomia the night before. Received a private call at 12plus & its winston. He asked me to go down 848. So i watched finish the soccer and went down. Rui song & rui wen were also there when i got there. Admond reach not long after i reach. As u all will drink. 848 with winston at that time defintely is drink ma. Asked admond wanna eat & he went to order chicken wings. Began to eat & drink. Dun wanna drink one but i dun wan winston to be unhappy so i juz drink. Winston's fren came. He said he wanna eat fish so i went to buy the fried fish for him. Later on, 2 more came. After some time, i know i cannot take it le so i ask admond to send me back. On the way back, i puke. I told admond if i dun puke i will feel very uncomfortable so i force myself to puke out. Shit... I dun lyk the feeling of puking man thats y i dun lyk to drink beer or liqour.
Reached home, took a quick shower and drop dead on the bed. Thats y having headache now but i juz ate a pandol so i hate the headache will ease.
BREAKFAST time, my mum is back with mee siam for mi hahaha...

return @ 11:06 AM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Ahhh, am back home. Tired but can't slp haiz. Slept till 3plus pm today. Wake up but lazy to find food to eat although i am hungry. Around 5pm, my mum said she is going out with my little cousin and my brother to toa payoh cos my auntie which is also my brother's godmum wanna buy new yr clothes for my brother. So they left the house 1st. I waited for my grand uncle to come back home from work, shower before we leave to toa payoh to find my mum & aunt. Reached TPY, went to find them & walk a little while before my dad came after work. My brother tell mi my aunt bought a jeans & shorts worth 100 plus bucks for him. I was lyk wah, mine also not so exp sia. We went to a hawker centre to eat. Am so hungry by then omg... Ate chicken chop & a bit of porridge. After the dinner, we continue to walk. My aunt laugh & ask mi, U wanna buy things right if not u won't be so guai to come with us & shop. I laugh back & say how u know hahaha... She said my mum already know that i come out with them cfm she need to spend money. My mum knows mi well lah hahaha... The 1st thing when my dad come " u wanna buy clothes again ah ". He is cute la. My aunt wanna buy jean for mi but i told her i already bought le so thank u for the offer. She is a gd auntie who always buy things for mi. I bought 1 shirt & 1 pant for $40 & i wanna buy more t-shirts hiak hiak. My mum told my aunt i already bought my new yrs clothes le but still not enuff & wanna buy more. This is the 1st time i am buying so many clothes hahaha... But the t-shirts i am going to buy i need to fork out the money myself =( We went to the pasar malam to buy the decoration things. My dad also mad lyk mi suddenly. He bought a lot of things today too hahaha.. Its also the 1st time i see him spend so much money. Normally he is thrifty & he would scold mi for spending so much money but today he juz laugh with mi and we juz buy anything we want. SHIOK !!!!! We spend around $300 plus at TPY. Suddenly, i receive a call from admond. He ask mi where am i & he came to find mi. I accompany him for his dinner before going back to find my family members. My uncle came after work to find us too. He bought a leather shoe. If kel is still in s'pore, he would be shopping with mi , mond & my family too but he's back in aust haiz. I miss him so much. They r lyk my real brothers la. Admond and kel can click very well with my family members and they luv them too which is gd.
After TPY central, we went to lorong 2 to buy BBQ PORK. The stall is from chinatown but they got 1 stall there so we no need to travel so far. Its near admond's father hawker stall. After buying the BBQ pork and meat floss which cost us 100 plus bucks, we went to SHENG SIONG at serangoon there. We went there to buy those new yrs goodies & drinks. Admond ask my mum buy abalone & my mum really go buy wahahaha... Thank u admond for the suggestion. Talk cock with admond there & play around. Luckily my dad is driving a lorry so we can put everything behind the lorry. My aunt and mum said mi sob sob. They said i lyk to bully my fren. Where got lor, cos admond wan to carry the drinks himself ma. Then i stand there to disturb him lor lol. He wanna carry them himself ma, its not that i dun wan carry. I also got carry lor. I tell them " see, my this fren come gd hor, big size can help to carry hahaha " admond ownself also say " small cake la this thing, let mi carry " then let him perform lor muahahaha...
On the way back, my uncle's car is way behind my dad's lorry. So i said in the car " WAH !!! Pa Pa think he drink ferrari ah, drive so fast sia " Everyone start to laugh. Admond say " nissan ferrari ma hahaha " My uncle told mi " CNY, the mini van u drive ok " i am so happy lor but my aut turn her head & said " no, the mini van cannot let him drive. If let him drive, u won't see him during CNY le, he would drive the mini van & travel around with frens hahaha " she said she had already planned out everything le " the mini van give my mum's brother drive, my ex sales manager de car give my aunt's brother drive " which means i got no car to drive hmph. But she said my ex manager car also in s'pore so if my uncle's secretary nv drive, i will drive his car WAHAHAHA !!!!! Admond laugh at mi lor, bad sia. He tell my aunt " u should trust boonyong de driving skill hahaha... " Hope CNY i can drive my ex manager de VIOS. Nissan sunny also can =P Ling sms mond on the way back. She said her aunt wanna come out with us. So we met up with ling & the aunt at NTUC. We thought the aunt would be those strict & stern type but turn out to be the other way. She drove us to AMK to play pool. Had mac after that. She is a chemist for your info. She is friendly & there is lyk no age gap btw us. We can talk about everything. She is 30plus yrs old but she looks lyk 25 i tell u. She thank mi for saying her being so young haha.. She said i look lyk 22 & admond look lyk 17 =( Do i really look so old ??? I am not pls.
While we were at the mac, we saw lots of ah bengs & ah lians. A fight nearly occur too but turns out that they know each other. We juz sat there & continue eating. Sat there from 12plus to 3am chit chatting. Came back and we went 848 cos admond say he hungry suddenly & wanna eat. After that, HOME SWEET HOME !!!!
So boring now. Ciao

return @ 3:42 AM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I don't have the mood to blog but still i shall blog. Sad to say kelvin is back in australia. Really can't bear to see him leaving. 2 yrs is just too fast man. I had lots of memories with him during these 2 yrs thats y its hard for me to see him leave.
Had a last dinner & drinking session with kel last night before he flies back. He just loves to drink i don't know y. We drank 38 bottles of heineken together which makes most of them drunk last night & vomit. I drunk 1 & a half cup only for the sake of my good friend leaving. Normally i won't drink no matter how u force me but i just drank for my good friend cos its worth it. U will really treasure someone when they part with u, trust me. Kel hug mi and thankz me for everything last night & my tears juz came rolling down haiz. Soon Li keep on tell me " eh, u don't cry leh " I tell her i will try not to cry de so don't worry.
Make sure everyone is in the cab and safely home before i send you chao home with carmen. Reached home at 4.45am & slept till 9plus am. Couldn't fall in sleep totally. Hogan came & fetch me. Went 848 for my breakfast before going back to hogan's hse to return something to his mum. Reached the airport at 12.20pm & i called kel, he told mi he is still at home. And when he ask me where am i, he got a shock after hearing mi telling him i am at the aiport. He said " huh, i still at home leh "
When he reached the airport, most of us were there already. When everyone reached, each & everyone had a last talk with kel. For those who were unable to be at the airport, he will call them & tell them he is leaving. He even called my mum hahaha & my mum said " take care & see you in DEC. " When he was talking to my mum, tears start to gather in my eyes haiz. Soon Li laughed at me but i told her, no matter how pain i can get, i will not cry but when it comes to emotional thing, i can really cry easily. Took the last few pics with him before he left. Soon Li was with me most of the time cos she knows i will shed tears with her. I told her not to cry or else she will look ugly to prevent her from crying but still she cannot take it. Of course i know she can't take it. Who can take it when the beloved one is leaving. Kel hugged everyone of us before going in. I tried to control my tears for the last time but the tears juz came rolling down again after seeing kel's eyes turn reddish with some tears in it. S**T, am gonna cry again. Maybe u all will think am i acting of wad shit but as i told admond, the feeling is really there. I knew you chao can't take it too but he just try his best to hold his tears. Evelyn & Soon Li cried badly haiz. They got a clown nose at the end of the day.
Something is just amiss now. Although 10months may seem fast but it also seem slow too.
Hope this 10 months will pass at fast as it can.

To Kel: I & Admond will take care of soon li for u dun worry. Study hard there & do well. Enjoy yourself to the max but dun drink too much liqour and beer ok. I dun wanna see a fat kel in DEC. U will always be my gd fren. Take care

return @ 2:24 AM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Yawn... Juz woke up. Still feelin a bit tired hahaha... Kel & Soon Li came over my place at 4pm & i am preparing. After i am ready, we left my house to go town. We went to 848 first to buy breads & drinks cos kel and mi haven eat for the whole day. Then we went to a void deck to eat. Kel's phone keep on ringing & he also keep on calling, more busy then a business man i tell him. Chatting away while eating & then i take a look at the time. Omg, 5.10pm already. Then i told kel to go town another day cos there is not enuff time as we need to go to my cousin's b'day party & his farewell party. So we did not went town. I called my mum to ask whether had they left to the chalet & she said they r still at home. So we walked over to my block. Waited for a while below my block for my uncle's car to come. When he reached, my cousins came down of the car to let my grandma, aunties & uncle sit while they sit my dad's lorry hahaha... So the few of us climb up the lorry and off to the chalet. On the way, i told soon li " now u know y i dun wan find gf, cos if i got gf & we go out with my family. They got to sit lorry, paiseh =) "Reached the chalet, carried the food to the bbq pit. Saw the b'day gal & her frens starting fire for the bbq pit. But when we walked over, the frens ran away lol. Some of our relatives were there too le but they r in the room. I got a big family thays y. So i ask christine the b'day gal y the frens ran away and she said cos we so many ppl ma -_-"
Took a can of tiger beer for kel & green teas for mi and soon li. Sat there chatting & looking around. And the busy b'day gal running around. After the fire is ready, the dinner began. Christine's mum ask mi to ask kel and soon li go eat so i tell her, u r half the host so u call dun ask mi call hahaha.. I tell her my fren name is kelvin, u know how to pronounce ? Then she laugh laugh laugh & then call kevin, go eat lol. Ate bee hoon, fried chicken wings, fishballs, satays, otays, bbq chicken wings, sausages, hot dogs & prawns. After eating, i went to disturb my uncles & christine mum hahaha... All of us were laughing and making lots of noises lol. After bla bla bla, time to cut cake. They bought down the cakes & started taking pics. I juz keep on make fun of the b'day gal & her mum. Kel & soon li was laughing around with us too cos my family members r all mad people playing around & i had no age gap with them. Its juz so fun la. After the cake was cut, my cousins called mi. So i walked over as i am talking to kel and soon li. How i know when i walked over, the christine stood up from the chair and run away from mi, shouting " WEI !!! DUN PLAY HOR !!!! " then i say play wad cos i dunno anything. Then my cousins said, later we take the cake & smash her face then i know y christine run. Everyone in my family knows i am playful and joker. So they said to christine " u think ah yong will not do u meh hahaha " But i really got no intention to make her but juz dunno y whenever i wanna get near her to ask her take something, she juz keep on running. Then the kel & soon li keep on laughing & the kel even ask mi push the whole head onto the cake juz now haha.. In the end i got to raise up my hand and walk over to christine to porve that my hand got nothing then she nv run. I ask her to bring down the martell to drink a bit with kel cos we r leaving soon. When we chatting, my cousin took the cake and smash into her face LMAO !!!! She screamed & screamed & then she scold mi say she should not talk to mi hahaha... After wiping her face, she went up to take down the 3 martel, vodka & white wine. Martel with green tea. The 1st cup is kel to her for her b'day. Then christine tell kel 2nd cup for u cos u leaving. Then i thought its over. How i know, she went over to the fren's table and took raspberry vodka. Vodka with 7-Up. Drink a few cups again. Nvm, later come white wine again omg.. And i cannot run, kel and christine ask mi to drink 1 cup so i got to give face cos 1 b'day gal & another 1 leaving soon haiz. While drinking, she got another cake smash from her frens wahahaha.... Again screamed and screamed. After drinking, took a few photos for kel and christine cos kel's leaving.

got a few pics in soon li's hp.

Kel's was half drunk before his farewell party cos he drunk 3 cans of tiger beer plus the liqours hahaha.. We took a cab down to siloso beach from the aranda. Reached the beach pub & everyone was there already. Found a place to sit & chill. The beach pub is nice with gd ambience but there is lots of ppl there. They ordered cake & liqours. 200 plus bucks total. Suddenly, soon li called mi and ask mi to lend my jacket to her cousin cos she is feeling cold so i took off my jacket and lend her and she make fun of mi saying i am a gentleman sia making mi paiseh =)

Later on, someone asked mi to go along with them to carry kel into the water hahahaha.. So we carried kel and dump him into the sea. The kel pulled lester and yc into water with him hahaha... When kel came out of the water, everyone run for their life cos they scared they will be the nx target to be in the water. A few guys left before the party finish. I took a few pics there. Chill till 5am before leaving. I shared a cab with yc and eve. Admond, evon, kel & soon li 1 cab. Willie, henry, lester & ruiwen 1 cab. We came to 848 to eat and slack a while before we go home. We were micmicking ppl lmao. Laugh till so loud till everyone keep looking at us. Had a fun time yest.

you chao, kel & lester in the pool =)

return @ 6:53 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Grrrrr !!!!!!!!! Lazy to blog but since i woke up already so might as well come and blog. Haiz, i am not in the army but i have a body clock now. I will automatically wake up around this time everyday no matter how late i slp. As for now, i juz slept 3 hrs -_-"
Yest i am sleeping when i was woken up by a phone call. Its was kel who called. He said he is coming over to my place to do something. 15 mins later, he is at my dr step knocking on my window already. I still thought i can slp a bit more hahaha... I open th dr and let him in. After that, we do the things which kel want which i won't say here =) I helped him with it. We took about half an hr doing it. After that, kel came into my rm to use the com while i went to take a shower. When i came into my rm, he said he called philbert & philbert told him lester & him r going 921 but kel asked them to come 848 so we can go down join them. So we quicky change and went down. Philbert is the only one there when we reached 848. But not long after we reached, lester reach too. He went to order food for him & kel. Then willie came, follow by winston then rui wen. Around 7pm, my dad called and ask mi to go over to our blk cos they r leaving to admiralty. So i asked kel wanna tag along & he came with mi. We walked over to meet my family. Then my dad drove us to admiralty for dinner then to the auntie's hse. Ate chendol after dinner & kel ate mango longan. He keep on scolding after we got our dessert hahahaha... And i am bad enuff to keep laughing at him. Cos he thought the mango longan he ordered will have mango but turn out there is only the mango sauce lol thats y he keeps on grumbling. He gave mi 2 longan to eat, how nice of him huh.
Stayed at the auntie hse till 9.35pm before we left cos i need to draw money. Walk over to the plaza near there. Omg, the queeue was so long ok. Time check : 10pm We got a shock cos so fast the time turns 10pm and we muz reach Ministry Of Sound before 10.30pm cos the entry fees will be $15 only better then paying $25 after 10.30pm. After i draw money, we rush to hail a cab down to MOS. Reached MOS at 10.37pm so that means we r still late. Almost everyone of them were there when we reached. Waited quite long outside before soon kiat came. Luckily, he signed mi, kel & qian bao in so we no need to pay a single cent muahaha.. Went to the VIP room & the room is big enuff to fit in lyk 40 of us if i am not wrong. After we settled down, the bartender bring in the liqours and mixer. Soon Kiat ask everyone of us to help ourself with the drinks. Different ppl took different drinks. I only drank a cup of vodka coke hahaha.. 1 vodka coke is already enuff for mi le ok. Everyone had a fun time drinking. Went down to the dance flr to dance but was called up to the room cos soon kiat is cutting his cake. He had 2 b'day cakes last night. Before he blow the candle, he thankz all of us for coming & he ask us to enjoy ourself. He thankz his gf & he said out his wish & that is to marry the gf and live happily after hahaha... He's cute & funky la. Ate the cake & it was nice. After the cake session, everyone went down to the dance flr again. Dance till the club close before leaving.
At that time, only mi, kel, admond, philbert, rui wen, lincoln & angie were there cos the rest had left home. We went over to mac to grab a bite. Talk cock a bit & left home. Shared a cab with philbert & rui wen. Philbert came to my hse to stayed cos he forgot to bring his key. Now he is still on my bed. Hope he dun drool huh hahaha...
Ok... program for today. Juz receive a sms from soon li asking mi to go town chill lol. Not sure whether going ma but definitely i am going to my cousin's chalet for her 21st b'day & then to KM8 at night for kel's farewell party. So many programs for the week. Now my pocket has a BIG BIG hole le *sob*
Gonna go wash up le. Ciao

return @ 11:46 AM

Friday, February 02, 2007

Met kel and soon li juz now below my blk. Went over to NTUC to get some foods for the steamboat while the 2 of them went to the spectacle shops to get contact lenses. Waited for them below my blk before coming up to my hse. Prepare everything & then feasting time hahaha... Ate, chit chatted & laughing away. The soon li was lyk shy shy and i told her no need to be shy one. They bought ice cream and rocher to my hse. They wanna wat the ice cream after steamboat but then its too soft juz lyk a yogurt so they put back into the fridge. After that, they came into my room and soon li use my com while mi & kel lie on the bed gaying lol.. joking only huh. Around 10.40pm, they left my hse & we walked soon li home. After that, kel accompanied mi to meet tessa. We went over to the playground and chatted a while with her before leaving back home. On the way back to my hse, we were approach by 2 malay boys. They ask us r we from AST which is a gang. They said they r from 369 airport road and shits. I told them we nv play & we r juz returning home. 1 of the boy told mi he got slice by the roti knife on the neck by the AST ppl. We r gd guys ok so how can we be in gangs. After some talking, they apologise to us & he even help mi to press the lift door for mi to go up my hse & ask us to take care. Kel went back to soon li's place & i called him after i reach home to make sure he is safe and sound. I called him & he told mi he is from 369 & ask mi am i from AST hahaha... A cute boy huh.

time now: 4am

Was chatting on the msn with munyan. Went to watch tv and iris called mi to chat. She ask mi to go down sengkang tml to accompany her for lunch cos she will be alone during her lunch break hahaha... I told her i see how 1st. Suddenly i heard shouting & banging. I roughly know its those guys downstair creating all these shits cos the voice is familiar. True enuff its them. They r carrying weapons running around shouting and chasing ppl. I went out to take a look and the Police came. After a while, i saw ben and his sister. I saw the police walking to ben and questioning him things. I heard ben saying to the police " i where got wan beat them " hahaha... then ben took off his shirt cos i think the police wanna see whether he got tattoo on his body a not. Continue to look till i saw an ambulance. I came into my room, wear my shirt and i went down. Cannot blame cos i kpo boy =)
Ben saw mi and called mi. He ask mi do i know wad happen. I said i dunno but those guys come find trouble with mi juz now. He laughed and ask mi really meh. He told mi those guys chase him with weapon. After ben told mi then i know he's the one being attack by those ppl. Ben is juz unlucky i think hiaz... The sister told the other fren that came that she is frighten cos they r carrying weapon and chasing after them & ben is unlucky to came acroos this. The 2 that approach mi and kel were caught while the other 1 ran away. The CID came & took photos & i dunno wad happen now cos i came home le. Am tired now already, bed time.

return @ 3:59 AM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Damn it, the moment i open my eyes, i saw a letter with a map on my computer table. The front page has the name MINDEF on it & i know thats it man. I open the letter & i read through. The F**King commando's unit ask mi go back there again for vocation assessment. I hate to go to their Special Operations Tactics Centre to do all those shits & its so far la.
After i came back last night, i went to watch tv. Half an hr later, ming wee sms mi & cassandra called mi for supper. So i went down 848 again to accompany ming wee for supper. Philbert came & join us follow by cassandra then rui sze. Sat there for a few hrs chit chatting before going home. Sent cassandra home before returning home. The weather is so cold man. And yeah, am having steamboat later hahaha.... It is such a gd feeling to eat steamboat on a cold weather ^_^
Gonna go call kel & ask him over for steamboat too. Ciao

return @ 5:36 PM

Was watching soccer at home when admond called mi to accompany him for dinner. So i went down to meet him and then we went to the ABC coffeeshop to eat. He ordered mix grill while i order fries to eat. After eating, we shifted table to watch soccer " S'pore against Thailand " . When the match is about to finish, someone came from behind and BOOM !!!! hows the game?? We turned and saw bert and rui sze. They said they r going to the dam for GTG - Get Together. So we tag along. Went in, waited for a while and comes all the continental cars. You Chao was following last hahaha... Mostly audi cars, 1 skoda, 4 GTI, 1 honda accord EURO R, 1 porshe, 1 toreg & 1 volvo. Omg... look so nice & class. The wind inside was so cold man. Till now, my hand is still cold. Feeling uncomfortable now haiz... Shall go and take a rest
Ciao

return @ 12:12 AM